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2021 - Covid era
Friday, May 14, 2021
Hope everyone’s doing well in the midst of COVID19 :)Just went back to maplestory again recently so it brought back a lot of memories. Kind of regret I didnt take and save any screenshots previously. Lost my old account btw hahahha. Sad but time to move on. Crazy how lonely it is mapling nowadays. Used to have a bunch of friends in maple back then. Even bought @cash occasionally. Now my avatar is just weird (Kinesis avatars are so weird). Anyways, life has been good. Quite a typical accounting student life, last update was when I transitioned from small tax and audit company to one of the big4s for audit. Man... it was a memorable journey hahah. Work up to 3am then wake up at 8am and repeat for a week straight was actually possible. At my worst I actually slept less than 2 hours and went back to work. Tbh I think I was more awake back then compare to now. Its like my body was used to it but I remember how much my body burns (maybe my liver was punishing me LOL). It was so uncomfortable but I got used to it after a few days. Driving to KL/Melaka by car was possible. Driving alone to Kedah was possible. All those things I never thought I was capable of. I had a lot of things yet to try in audit, but with God’s blessing and all.. I got promoted to senior and left right after just a month because I think Im gonna die super young if this goes any further. But also because Im pretty sure audit is not my career choice. Currently a potato cost accountant in one of the MNC. Probably not long term because I need a good FC as role model. The current one I have is disappointing to say the least. But Im still young and the manager is good so 2 years it is then. Yes. Im that straightforward. Wishes anyone that sees this safe, healthy and happy always. Lets travel after COVID is over. Pray and fingers crossed that the vaccine works and the cases go down soon. Amen. God bless! Tough beginning 2019
Saturday, February 9, 2019
Apparently working in one of the Big4 now.Had to say.. Things aint exactly smooth for me? But life leaves you with no choices at times. Let's just say i got into a situation where.. There are quite a few things I have to learn from scratch after a few months where my colleagues probably are already familiar with it. Pros? Probably could avoid quite a few shitty jobs. Be ready for more negativity. January 2019 was a piece of shyt to be exact. Girl girl (doggy) got really sicked, but I am thankful to be given the chance to visit her a few times before she passed away on 31st January. I am relieved that she passed on which means no more pain but missed her deeply. She was one of my pillar of strength and I'm depressive af out of nowhere at times. I went to Planetshakers conference from 25th and came back on the 27th, in the midst of the trip I had to work and tbh didnt exactly enjoy my time in KL due to the distraction+stress. Probably due to fatigue and weak immune, had an infection that caused both my ears to be blocked the very next day. Ignored it and went on with work until Wednesday when I was driving halfway to work and had vertigo. Stopped at the roadside and had my parents bring me to the hospital. Was still laying in bed when I received the news that my beloved doggo finally went to heaven. Then CNY came. Was okay and then suddenly whole family decides to go on an oversea holiday without me. Cant hide the disappointment and I cant imagine how many things I'll have to miss out these few years due to this work. For people who advices other to go big4, suck that shyt up. Unless the individual has interest in sacrificing their years for experience, you should never push the advice. Experience brings money. Worth it? Depends on your priority. But if I die in these few years, I will certainly die with regrets. I cant even quit rn because my resume will look bad. Ughhh. Guess I have to live with that. Also, it's been a year but I still feel out of place in church. I don't feel belong and somewhat just don't feel comfortable around the people there. It's hard to be me, and I just dont click with them. I usually feel more comfortable being alone and solely went to know God better even though I started serving. Which is bad because going to church brings no difference from watching online service at home for me. Didn't mean to be this negative but hey give me some time and I'll try my best to heal :') Hope you guys are doing better and are happy okay!! God bless! Buhbyeee. 2018 whut whuttt
Friday, May 4, 2018
It's like friggin May 2018 already.Remember those days when blogs are popular HAHAHAH. All dead now. Was procastinating *evil grins to self* I edit my blogskin a lil and my chatbox died on me. OH WHAIIII D: Be like Jesus, revive yourself in three days kay. Or in a week. ANY TIME KAYYY *internally wailing Ohkaiii ohkaiii so life hit me pretty hard. Im always jumping into stages of life that Im not ready for. CAT yayyy, jumps into ACCA and it felt like I got hit in the face. With a BRICK. Then yasss graduation, jumps into working life and it felt like a lorry hit me. You people (less than 3 that actually reads my blog LMAO) probably knew how I failed ACCA here and there while studying my arse off right? It's worse in working life.. goddammit. ACCA students has no internship or shiat kay, we just study and take exams but AYYY, people assume that you are smart enough to pass so you're smart enough to figure out everything *glares into space* This is my blog I can be as deep as I want *curses anybody that judges me while reading this* Being an adult has killed me so much. Reality are harsh. Real harsh. So I just kept pushing myself forward, I fell into depression at one point due to all the emptiness. It wasn't like I dont know how many people cared but I was doing OT all day err day I lost the will to live. Thanks for those who were there. I'm coping with it better now!! There were a few that knew, but I got into a really huge case last year. It was really unfair anddd.. *mumbles What happened to all the own up to your own mistakes and shiats, but I guess the consequences were far too huge to bear. Guess who took it up? Me. Yayyyy. It wasn't exactly my fault tbh, but I had the responsibility. Kennot tahan how the blames were forming, people stopped me from taking it but in the end, somebody gotta sacrifice. It would give anyone a heart attack at the moment though HAHAHHA. Imagine working for 10 years and never faced with that kinda situation and then there's me who kena this shyt within 6 months of work. LUCKY ME! People expect me to cry, I did not cry though. No time to cry, time to solve the problem. If my tears would drown the problem I would. BOOHOO, just kidding, nope. In fact, my eyes are so dry I need eyedrops (such cold biatch) I was superly "lucky" that few weeks. As if the pressure isn't bad enough, three pairs of slippers broke while Im outside LMAO. It's so ridiculous I could only laugh it off every friggin time. IM SO POSITIVE YAYYY. OH OH AND the event I was planning turns out wrong and I caused quite some problem to rotarians and my brother lmao. So much for balancing life with work and club, I messed both up at the same time HAHAHAHHA. Thank God, in that terrible storm, he held my hand and guide me through it all. It's solved and I look back to thank God every now and then. AYYY LOOK FORWARD YASSS. I started attending church since December 2017 too! Yayyy~ Just wanna say, prayers do help no matter what is bothering you so take some time and pray ayy. Move on. Talk about forced relationships. Maybe it's better this way. We could still hangout and stuff, but giving it space and time is probably the best. I do not understand anymore LOL. Everyone's getting too serious and sensitive. Damn. A simple sorry could have solve everything in the first place too. What's meant to be will be I guess *shrugs* All the best to everyone in life!! God bless! -END POST First Half of 2017
Sunday, August 13, 2017
So my after my March exam, lots of things happenedfirst of all! Thanks to his grace, I have finally graduated ACCA!! Yay All those lifeless study life for months and months straight and those failed attempts It's finally over! Right after the results, my family and I went to Thailand~ We went to Bangkok for a few days then proceed down to Maeklong Railway Market to see the famous train went pass so friggin close to our face, then to Amphawa Floating Market. We then proceed further down to Hua Hin and rest about 2 days there, enjoying the beautiful beach and a few tourist place. After that, we went to Koh Samui, more beach! For 2 days or so and spent our last day plus in Hat yai! Overall, it was a great experience. Things I would always remember in the trip: 1. Beautiful temples and crazily hot weather of Bangkok.    2. The unique floating markets and railway market. The markets actually sells wet stock so be prepared for the smell AHA.    3. Night markets literally everywhere   4. Those massages we got  5. That one crazy 3rd class train ride for 8 hours+ (the seat was 90 degree too, there was just a few ceiling fan around)  6. Those beautiful beaches in Hua Hin and Koh Samui! (I drove one big round of the entire island too!) Those damn sea lice annoying us in Koh Samui though! 
It took us 10 days and it wasnt a perfect trip but it was a good memory overall. My dad kept pushing me so I got pissed at one point of the trip, but Thailand's food and place was really nice. I would want to go again!
AFTER THAT, me and my jie took Public Mutual's unit trust course and exam. Passed YAY!
We went for another trip to Taiwan because jie was having exam and couldnt make it.
This time, only 3 of us went. Jie, mum and I!
We went to Chia Yi first, then we went to Alishan. Travelled to Puli for few days and then Taipei. Went for 10 days but not much place due to the places we want to go was too far apart.
Taiwan was really beautiful though, I want to visit JiuFen but time wouldnt allow. Hmm. Next time!
The food though.. wasnt exactly my type as I find their chicken and pig odour too strong for me *shivers* I loved Puli's town the most so far. Peaceful and cool~
Things I cherish from the trip:
1. These awesome ice-creams! It's like eating baskin robbin in Taiwan anyway LMAO.
 2. The crazy scenaries of Alishan. That place made me feel at ease and peace.    3. This paper church that was made by Taiwan to Japan to help them go through earthquake. We made our own paper after that, cool experience xD  4. Places around Puli.   5. That cozy place in Puli. I would definitely choose to come back and stay there again! The food cooked by them was awesome too! "Puli Town B&B" 
6. Their night markets! Went to quite a few but my favourite would be "Raohe Night Market"
It is HUGE and I like the idea that it is placed on ONE friggin long street, unlike Shilin Night Market where you have to turn around and look here and there. Plus! They have this rainbow bridge just around so you can like buy those junk foods and relax around that lake overlooking that beautiful bridge~
(btw these last 2 arent my pictures)
Anyway, right after the trip. I started looking for job and got one and started right away.
Started working on June anyway, I missed the opportunity to go Big4, by the time they called me for interview I was already working in this smaller firm. It was a good experience anyhow but I was reallt stressed and tense due to peak period. Working till pass 11.30pm sometimes and it became like a normal thing.
Peak is sort of over right now, but I was still stressed as Im still lack of experience for a lot of thing so I hope I can stay positive and enjoy while Im at it.
I hope everyone's doing well! I sort of miss life before work and wished I had enjoyed more but everything has it's time and I believe God has his reason. So..
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!
God bless and have an awesome day!
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