Love God

2011-12-26T08:58:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! <3

And I want to thank God for giving me such wonderful life!
Amen! ^^

The fact about me

2011-12-15T08:21:00.000-08:00

Sorry to say. I really hate being a SUB-committee.
And I dislike a person who was actually important to me.
But, I don't care anymore.
Infact I was tired every time I heard people that I don't even know being sub.
It's just stupid no matter how important a SUB can be.

YOU ALL ONLY AIMS AT FREAKING FORM ONES.. NOT THE SO CALLED SKILLS!

Mann.. I love the positive me xD
I'm getting happy I think. Since I've been terribly depressed and emo for the whole freaking year =)

Exposure Training Camp 2011

2011-12-09T06:52:00.001-08:00

I'm back!!
Exposure Training Camp was the best ones I ever being through!!
It was much more easier than I though it would be and tougher than I thought too!!

I love my team and I am missing them right now!!

The survivors was much lesser than it was which I think it's really bad..
I was actually hoping that they won't give up but I'm glad there's so many leaders grew from the camp and I made really many friends.. And my bonding with a lot guys actually got well!! I honestly had phobia with guys when I was younger but I guess it got much better from the camp! Which is a good thing!! hahha..

And my feelings to other NCOs on my team was really getting better and I can see a lot future leaders and I certainly hope they won't give up on Boys' Brigade because of this camp!!

GO BOYS BRIGADE!! 18th Penang HUAT ARHH!!!!

A frustrating year

2011-08-04T02:17:00.000-07:00

Yes, 2011 is truly a frustrating yet stress year for me
Teachers that keep saying I can do it really make me pressure a lot
But I seems to balance things up lately
The speech day and robotic competition finally ended 2 weeks ago
Chasing up homeworks is terrible especially when you skipped class for a week plus
After that straight go for test without studying
I scored so badly =x but it's just test anyway

Next year's new committee are released for BB
I was promoted to lance corporal and secretary for BB next year
New responsibility

Till now I'm still trying to chase up everything step by step
but due to lack of sleep and stress I was a bit overtired and sick
SO I skipped school today =) but I got well after getting the sleeps I deserved xD

Oo! I'm still chasing my dream thou!!
My dream's a secret!! Because it might unachievable!!
But I'm trying and not giving up so I won't regret when I grow up ^^

I'm going to focus on what I wanna do and on my ability
Just like what the college's uncle told us =)
Your future is on your hand
What's the point of scholarship if you don't know what you want to study right?
I'm always positive but just explode in my blog every single time xD
Because I don't explode in real life
except if it reaches beyond my limit hehhe!!
BYE~ GOD BLESS~ *KPOP LOVER!!*

I have a dream
Chasing it all I can

Sport's Day Rehearsal'11

2011-06-20T04:50:00.000-07:00

Have to ready everything for tomorrow and sleep early today. I felt so annoyed. That's why don't kacau when I'm serious on doing something especially in the school hour when I feel sleepy and tired. It's a team dude, don't be selfish =_='ll!

I have no other comments towards you humans. Cause I hate myself too.

God Bless!!

I wan a dream but
You gave me
Now,
I want it to come true.

I love my family <3 God Bless!!
and friends too <3 (everyone la! even if you hate me!)

Everything Changes

2011-03-25T09:15:00.000-07:00

I accepted the reality.
Every single human in this earth changes.
Your friends change, unless yours ain't human
Don't expect too much from everyone..
cause even we ourselves change without we knowing it

Family is always like that..
Our parents always expect more from us when we achieve better
but seriously.. how good is your good you're expecting me to get..
I need to relieve my own stress you know??
Watching Korea shows doesn't mean that I'll become a KOREAN next time
Do you know that I only get to watch it once per week..
I only get to laugh freely without thinking all those freaking things that's tiring me

Teachers is the same as well..
I've been busy you know? Skipping class is not I want too..
I tried study last minute.. epic fail thou..
well at least I tried??
I know you want me to do better, And I will.
At least, try.

Robotics Competition is coming soon too..
And I think that I should not join it in the first place..
I didn't do much thing till now.. Kinda a waste of time..

Prefect's stuff too..
It's hard being under break supervision committee
Everyone seems to hate us when we're just doing our duty
We look strict, work strictly
but we're still lenient okay??
Everyone seems to have miss understood us as bitches but we're just doing our duty okay?!

As for BB,
my feelings towards BB is getting worst..
Honest speaking.. I have never feel happy in BB in 3 years of my BB life
I learned a lot.. but I'm NEVER happy..
I feel left out and useless in BB.. Even in the committee too
It looks okay but it's not..
sometimes..

I don't feel the so called ''one family one team one group'' kind of feeling
AT ALL. Things changed.

We've changed too..
I'm tired..
Let us all pray for Japan too kay??
AMEN.

God Bless and Good Night.. =)

Out-Dated

2011-03-01T06:11:00.000-08:00

xD
Memang pun.
Now only want to start watch Boys Over Flower.
Hahahha ^^
Love K-Pop and KDrama!
They are the only way for me to release stress and pressure
=) LifeIsHard..

God Bless! Good Night!

Mari kita gambateh!! FIGHTING!!
Love K-Pop hahahha

R.I.P Lai Zai (3/2/2011)

2011-02-23T04:56:00.000-08:00

This might be a bit late..
but.. Rest In Peace my dear..
2009's CNY is the very first time I meet you..
2011's CNY I lose you..
I hope you can meet up with Little Shampoo in Heaven kay??
You big brother take care of him ehh =) I miss you guys
And you're really New Year Dog ain't you? =)
Bye

I love you
n
I miss you

=='

2011-02-15T01:02:00.001-08:00

Can you guys just leave me alone for one freaking day?!
why is there people bothering me each and everyday mia..
I'm a human ya know?
Ran out of battery dee.. I need recharge..
*very very sleepy*

Fuck You!

2011-02-12T23:32:00.001-08:00

CNY Gathering is fun!
At least for the members.
It'll sucks if you're me.

I'm really disappointed with you!

I'm really stupid ain't I?!
I went bath last because you said committee go last!!
I went last! I even drenched in water went out for that freaking campfire
and you're so selfish! Can't you call me along!
You used the whole campfire time to changed your clothes!
I even tell you about it when I went to toilet to change clothes after campfire!!
And I wasn't mad at everyone because at least you guys tried calling me..

Guess what?! When I asked you why you didn't help me explain to them??
I told you I went toilet right?!
Guess what your answer is?
I'm sorry!! I though you there dee??
WHAT THE ?!
So I'm forgotten la?! I don't get why I suffered for so many weeks for..
When you all treated me like a nobody..
And the stupidest question came! "Are you mad at me?'
WHAT DO YOU THINK!!
Just because I care for you I answered 'No'
but you should know it if it's you!
You all are cruel!!

EFF YOU! I'm so disappointed in you guys!

*Please do not spread it around or whatever! I only write this because I knew she'll never read my blog. I'm just overly angry for whatever that happened*

I hate you! but it doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore..
I just need my time.. Thank you..

God bless everyone..

things that's going on

2011-02-09T07:59:00.000-08:00

I'm very fed up!
CNY gathering is so near already..
but yet the planning and stuffs still changing
it's really very irritating and annoying!
And it's hard to cooperate with boy
plus! School reopened!! And there are a lot of stuffs happening at once
So I'm really very tensed up!
And I want to quit choir! I'm a idiot!
I skipped the meeting once already too anyway =/ -ponteng-
I'm really unlucky because I told my form teacher a day earlier
then she tell me she passed up to KK teacher already..
until now.. I keep on forgetting to ask the teacher!!
GAH! I'm beginning to slag off in my studies and stuffs I do..
My brain got limit 1 ya know!!
How you want me to manage all at once?!
And that person I cooperate with is always busy with his stuffs
So am I! So it's seriously hard to find time to discuss okay?!
ARGH just wait till this gathering is over! ERGH!
Next year, I'm gonna make sure I don't take any unnecessary responsibilities anymore!
I'm getting fed up of my dad and mum keep complaining about the
'troublesome-ness' I cause for them.
And it seriously F***ing annoying for my dad for keep scolding me
'You go ke-po for what?! You student only! Concentrate on your study can already!'
while my mum keep asking 'WHY GO CHURCH?'
and begins her lecture about me going to christian and stuffs!
Getting late for meeting and stuffs.. YOU THOUGHT I WANT AR?!
My dad did something in purpose so that I'll be late 1 kay!!
But I still go in the end right?! APPRECIATE LA!!
You pek chek I not pek chek issit?! I've got more things to do more than you know kay!?
Damn the KK stuffs! Damn the homeworks! Damn that annoying teacher! Damn the lectures!
Damn the stupid plannings!

- Don't read if you don't like it!! I'm very frustrated okay?!-

I HAVE TO BE STRONGER!!!

2011-01-22T05:15:00.000-08:00

Be Strong Be Strong!
>=)

I'm so tired..

Prefect's Inauguration Day 2011

2011-01-19T09:31:00.000-08:00

Yay!
I've been inaugurated as a prefect! =D
*Happy Happy*
I'm kinda glad my family didn't promised to attend the Prefect's Inauguration event in school
My daddy went to Sabah for his trip
My brother's sick so my mum has to take care of him
I'm glad God didn't disappoint me =D
But I can see the happiness of prefects with their parents thou
it's touching =D
Sad thing is =='
The sister forgot to give me the cert =/ I was standing there for awhile waiting
both sister and Pn Lee are like o.O?
which cause me to be nervous so I almost went down the wrong way too..
then someone told me the sister said she forgot to pass me the cert
Hahh xD I don't mind.
But some prefect was sad cause their parent was late so they couldn't make it to go up the stage with their parent =/ How Sad!

The Multimedia presentation:

made by Ah Yao! =D
It's awesome! Watch it xD

Owh! And parents says we're going for a REAL REUNION Dinner this year!! =D
YAY! Can makan makan with relatives in uncle's house ^^! HEE!
It's been about 5 or 6 years since the last time we went for reunion dinner with relatives xD
So Excited!!! HEE!!!

Ending Post Here! =D

I wonder why people likes marshmallow
I wonder why people mind their birthdays
or is it that I'm an alien? =/

A Random Post

2011-01-16T08:24:00.000-08:00

Went meeting today.
I'm always late ==' SAD LA! But not on purpose..
Can't find my IC today!! But I went Prangin with sister after meeting
Went to ex-tuition teacher's shop
Went to talk with her. She's awesome ^^! I'm gonna take addmath now!
Thanks to her advice ^^ found my identification card after hours of war with my stuffs
End up finding it in my mum's room! ROAR! Nevermind =p God did that on purpose
So I can tidy up my stuffs HAHAHA
Gotta chiong seni folio! ==' HAIH!

Love this song =D Hope ya enjoy! Getting addicted to You're Beautiful
but I can tahan!! Until holiday comes.. I'm gonna chiong finish it!
Can't denied the fact. He's cute. HAHAHHA
Good Night and God Bless! ^^

A bad beginning..

2011-01-07T01:15:00.000-08:00

The saddest thing of all is..

When I'm sad enough still I have to keep forcing myself to smile
Now.. I'm so mentally tired..

but I don't really think I deserve the lectures too..
it's the second time of the week..
the first time was because I respected you okay?
the second time is just because I forgot about it okay?

and the stupidest thing is that some people actually thought you talk bad about me in front of the class..
it's making me feeling very bad okay??

I'm seriously feeling very mentally tired..

God bless and Good Bye =)
To the only two person whom I really shared with you my feeling.. Thank You so much..

School Reopened!

2011-01-06T04:06:00.000-08:00

Study accounts instead of science.
Every says it's such a waste.
o_O?? I don't think so. It just depends on what you think.

A lot of changing happened.
A lot of us from science switched to accounts. GOT A LOT OF GOOD SIDE 1 OKAY!!! shiiissh!

Used to be a music student. Suddenly, we have to take arts.
Kinda blur. But I guess I'll just have to study it then =)

This first week is kinda nothing la??
The teacher just YADDA YADDA in front of the class and so on.
But it's starting soon I guess? Still in unbalanced life mood.
Don't blame me. Blame my med. xD It's making me sleepy and blurry.

Had a new handphone, watch and bed?
All this stuffs are.. okay la. Appreciate them =) *although this is not what I asked for?
I realized I don't really need anything la. My life is almost perfect.
I got parents and friends that loves me. The others are not necessary.
Funny thing is after PMR my parents pay more attention to me... It's creepy.. =='ll

End of my post for today then! =) bye! And GOD BLESS!
P.S Handphone number didn't change

2010-12-31T23:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
School's reopening soon!
God Bless Ya All!!

Initiative

2010-12-30T08:17:00.000-08:00

Boot Camp 2010
is over!
Thank God
I learned a lot.
And it's fun. =)

Bye Trips!

2010-12-23T23:10:00.000-08:00

Day 1 - In the car
We woke up early in the morning to prepare our self for the trip
And also the bed stuffs for my aunt and cousin for they will come and spent their nights at our home.
We end up starting our journey at 11am.
Because our parents has to pray to our uncle in the temple during that day.
=) Then our journey begins.
It's very cramp since my sisters and brother and I was forced to sit at the back
Imagine 4 grown ups sit together in a car that is meant for only 3 people..
cramp cramp cramp all the way to Genting..
We always stops our car and eat at cafe 991 ^^
Then we reached genting at 4.30pm
My mum and I waited for 105 peoples.. before get to check in..
Watched Mr Bean while waiting.. Checked in our hotel at 6.15pm
Went shopping then sleeps..
BTW we wet their carpet *500ml water* and broke their glass =x

Day 2 - Game Time!
We woke up at 8.30am and etc etc * my brother broke the shampoo container =x
After we're done, we went for breakfast until about 9.45am
The lines are terrible for all games! Except for the ones that are meant for little childrens..
We wanted to play the Corkscrew
but the line was terrible!!
When we came up from the elevator we could already see the line!
Imagine lining up for 2 hours just to play a single game that last less than 5 minutes..
==' We went for the other rides.. Got wet after playing the Flume Ride twice xD
We're just lucky cause it opens by the time we reach it xD
etc etc.. After outdoor of course we played in door until 1am
Check in hotel and slept.

Day 3 - Shopping!
We decided not to play in Genting anymore since it ain't worth it.
We slept till 12pm and etc etc
after our lunch 2.30pm
We parted with our parents and went to shop on our own
In the end met with them again
Went to shop with them *Didn't buy anything thou..
Then we went to play flying coaster while our parents went for dinner..
We played twice..
On the second time, I think my handphone fly on it's own
Might have crashes to pieces? Or drown in the rain..
I went to find it under rain without my dinner with my elder sister
I was really sad to lost it.. maybe someone picked it up and kept it for them self
Went back to hotel to bath before going out with brother and sister again after my dinner

My brother and I watched Narnia 3

Day 4 - Terrible Place!
Went to KL. I got news from some friends including Angela that I got 7a's
Dad and Mum are very happy.. =)
but KL is driving us crazy..
The parking sucks.. Double layer ones?! Unlike in PENANG! shiish!
Then we got frustrated after the taxi driver took us round and round the same place..
so we ate quickly and went back to Penang
Reached at 8pm..
Went for dinner.. Reached home at 9 something..
Chat with loads of friends =) about results and stuffs!

And Guess WHAT?!
My mum said I can keep a dog! =D
Buy from uncle but let my aunt keep for me.
WTH?! ==' I only get to see it once a week *heartaches...
Thinking of it.. hurts my heart *faints*
I dun wan think about it now.. Let me rest..
See Ya! Blog Readers!
GOD BLESS EVERYONE!

Year End Activities =)

2010-12-19T01:41:00.000-08:00

^^ Will be going to Genting for 4Days 3Nights
=D Might Be Happy Again!
I thank God for this cause he really did helped me ^^
HE DID!!

20-23 Dec- Genting / Getting PMR result
25-26 Dec- Cousin's marriage And Merry Christmas!
27-30 Dec- Boot Camp'10 + Prefect's Inauguration Pract N Mass Gathering
31 Dec- School Day! =D
1 Jan 2011- HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I will not be taking my PMR's result
I asked my friend to remind teacher about that thou
Hope my hard work paid off =) No matter what result it'll be
I tried my best ^^

Almost done with packing!!
And I finally finished watching SPECIAL A too! ^^
Bye! ^^

2010-12-17T07:01:00.000-08:00

I'm not happy
but I ain't sad.

The only chance to be happy
Is gone too

Memories Before Form 4

2010-12-11T00:40:00.001-08:00

2Indigo!

3 Indigo!

Keeping in here so that it won't gone forever..
Memories that meant to be kept forever..

7/12

2010-12-08T01:46:00.000-08:00

R.I.P Little Shampoo
I love you <3
Rest Well In Heaven! *waves to you from earth =D

Your sufferings came to an end
which end my sufferings as well.. I'll miss you

<=) 5/12/10

2010-12-05T06:35:00.001-08:00

Today,
I went to Gurney Plaza with my family.
We all bought shoes.
Then my mum put us off at my aunt's house.
I was surprised to see Gigi livin by herself without little shampoo
When I almost run to the back house *aunt got to house, front n back* my little sister found little shampoo sleep inside a box with shirts covering it like blanket
We thought it was sleeping but when I sit down on the floor I found some milk, water and medicine near the box
Then my aunt Jenny came and said it was sick want die already
I'm so sad =='
Then when my aunt came back home she told me the story about what happened..
EVEN SADDER _ _'' poor little him
What a tough life for this poor little guy.. He is suffering but yet he is holding on.. ='(
He maintainned that way for almost 5 days now..
and my aunt was the only one who was giving me faith about little shampoo would live on..
The only way is that God would heal him and he'll get back to usual.. =(
I also wished my aunt's life would be easier.. She's busy enough and now she has to keep watching him cause he'll just sunddenly wake up and cry of pain-ness.. which happened just now..
I pray to God and hope that God would heal him from his suffering and don't take him away from us..
In Jesus name I pray, AMEN
God Bless Everyone =) ..

Go Van Ness!

2010-11-27T04:26:00.000-08:00

Hehhe

Got this picture from his blog =)

Hope he heals faster from his wound =/

GOD BLESS! =D

My Very Rare Post? hahhhaha

2010-11-25T00:37:00.000-08:00

HELLO! =D
It's since a LOONNGGG time since I seriously post something about what happen to ME lately xD
It's holiday. BLAH everyone knows that =]
PLUS it's SPM time
Okay. This is gonna be a long post =)
24/Sept
I got this from Eileen! =D
The someone who seriously remembers my birthday =D
Eileen's Gift to me =) God Bless

Jing Jing's PMR'10 Revision Time =D
And there!!
She's Lim May Jing ^^
My best friend =D
We had been together for err.. 5/6 years =D
She's a genius. She got 7a's for her UPSR and
enters newspaper before ehh. xDD
Now, she's still a genius =)
I attended my last tuition class without seeing her but I still got her h/p number =)
We will meet again someday ^^

Tanjong Tokong Seafood's side and the hermit crab which we caught it alive =]
GOD BLESS!! Bye.

2010-11-23T05:25:00.000-08:00

Good Luck to each and everyone that is taking SPM'10 =D
Dun Worry, Be Happy
God Bless =D

-Show Me The Glory!!-

We changed

2010-10-28T08:11:00.000-07:00

Now,
I didn't neglected them but they neglected me.
I'm used to it already
so I guess I'll just put this space between us all.
I'll just see you guys in a distance.
I love you guys so much. =]

I've seen enough for myself.
We ain't best friends. You guys are just saying it for fun.
You guys are friends when we're happy.
I don't really need friends like that.
Cause I've have these few peoples whom understand all these pains like I do.
I'm not your toy or tool you know? But now I've seen. I Am One.
Once all these ends. You guys dumped me aside because you don't need me anymore.

And you!
I thought you'll understand since you always say your friend doesn't understand you
Now, I got the point.
You ain't the one. You put on a smile mask to fill your empty face.
I wonder what are you.
But today I can tell you. Your best friend left you because she got neglected too.

She understands me. I'm glad.
We're monitor, prefects and librarian/break monitor together.
I'm so glad. Thank God. I love you.

The knife that stabs deeper and deeper each day.

God Above Understands Me

2010-10-20T08:59:00.000-07:00

Sadness happens to everyone.
I'm a human too.
One by one, friend leaves from my heart.
I wonder how long was I left like this.

It's not like I don't get sad.
I get tired very easily. Sometimes I hope when I close my eyes, I'll be in eternal sleep.

It's not like I don't share.
It's just that you don't even care.

But I hanged on till today, I learned to be more independent.
Cause God Above is the only one who understands all my pain,
I may have neglected my friends, but it's not like I want to
Every single day, there's only duties, responsibilities and works in my mind
The truth is I don't even have the time to spent with them..
Before school starts? During recess? In class? After school? NO!
Till now I realized it's just too late..

But only God understands,
He sees all and he listens to my stories and he cares
Now do you see how important he is?
Without him, I might have gone crazy.

Now, what I really wanna say is
Sorry to all my friends,
I hope you understands but I know you guys will never understands..
I hope our friendship will go on although it will never be the same again..

God Bless and good night.
=]

Unknown's Birthday

2010-09-25T19:54:00.000-07:00

24th September - HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIEN TAN CHERN YONG!

25th September
Never think that your close friends will just turn their back you ain't it?
And the friend that you think they forgot about you would care about you right?
The world changed.. =='
WEIRD WORLD!!

Now I realize..
friends are weird..
I never thought that you will remember my very special day for me
and guess what? She passed a letter to me throu another friend
Got the shock of my life..
She remembers it.. ==' While the other 'CLOSE FRIEND' whom ask when.. I lied =='
I'M SO SORRY!!! I just doesn't want people to talk about it..
Since it's not important at all, I don't want you guys to care about it..
And for those whom remembered it, Thank You =]

Guess what? I opened the letter,
so stun yet touched
Didn't know you still have the handmade stickers made by me durin form 1!!!
And yes I thank Lord for every remembrance of you too!!
Love You so much..

I will remember all the sweet memories I spent with you =]
and the card, bookmark and also the stickers will be treated like a treasure for me kay? ><'
T-T Loveyousomuch.
Thank You God for this.. It's more than enough..
=] and the cake too! Thx mum and sis.

GOD BLESS! =]
Miss Unknown's Birthday 10'

26th September - PMR's Coming!! Runs back room to continue with study*
Bye Bye!!! ^^ Love You Guys! God Bless =p! Good Luck everyone!!

I Love You

2010-09-03T21:57:00.000-07:00

He understands me
He always love me
He cares for me
He blesses me
and shower me with love
Forgives all my sins and mistakes I made
I love You God,
Thank You For Everything.

This blood is on your hands
Now no one can save my heart
And the scar you left can't be repaired
The knife is in your hands
Is that a smile on your face
It's so clear to me
You're a lovekiller

In conclusion
I'm heartless.
xD

This Is My Life for NOW.

2010-08-08T00:27:00.001-07:00

PMR's coming
I don't really wanna waste my time on this kind of things anymore
STILL! I'm gonna sign in my facebook to check for important stuffs
So I won't be reply-ing any of you guy's comment or other stuffs

To all friends,
Cheer Up and Good Luck for all of you guy's exam
Sadness doesn't last forever,
Depends on you whether you wanna let go it or not
It's your choice
and don't think of nonsense things like suicide
If you wanna see blood that much
I could show'em to you

I've changed,
I'm sorry if I been cold to you guys..
It's not like I don't wan to greet you
Just that I don't wanna interrupt what you were doing back then
I apologise
I'll be turning back to my own ORIGINAL self maybe after PMR?
So.. Bye.

The End.

Sincerely,
Su Hui

Speech Day 2010

2010-08-07T04:52:00.001-07:00

We went throu quite lots of trainings this 2 weeks..
but I don't quite like it thou..

Thursday(5/8)
Went choir practice
I realize the boards in my class are not done..
Decoration didn't change.. Just the STUPID PAPERS! =='
and the patriotic thingy board are not even touch!!
*smack head*
plan it today.. I change like every subject.. Lmaos
I rushes everyone.. so we manage to done it in like 40minutes
Aweesommmee ^^
THEN!! The most unlucky thing happened!
==' I stepped on a rusted thumbtack...
So damn unlucky.. then second time almost press into the thumbtack again =='
I'm gonna have holes on my leg and hand =='
I'm not blind.. it was covered by papers and I need to stand on the table.. so.. _ _'
but thanks to this.. I only watch show than going up the stage
Gave back the baju kurung to Pn Lim..
RINGS* school ends..

Friday (6/8)
Training again..
Got damn emo after recess..
Thanks to those HUMANS..
Nevermind.. I am a terrible friend I guess..
I'm just protecting my own rights and I got judged by them..
but nevermind.. I accept it.. Thanks to my dad
I got this weird attitude.. I will always stand for my own right..
sighs*
emo till home..

Saturday (7/8)
Still emo *inside*
cause first thing in the morning, they start to ask u okay and etc again..
wad the heck do you think I feel?!
so I smile and smile and smile!
But washing plates after school cheer me up..
My assistant is very UNDERSTANDING =)
Love her a lot.. The prefects are funny too..
I took a balloon home for my lil' sis
So kind of me! Lawls..
Go home only straight sleep dee.. *didn't wash face or anything*
Felt more like fainted.. But now =D
I'm so ROARS*hyper*!! xD

STILL!! I hate Speech Day 2010..
Hearing those damned music is like banging the wall non-stop..
and the worst thing is my friends keep asking
''Eh, why you didn't go play gamelan?'' _ _''
but in the end I still manage to smile whole day =D

I will not join anything that is related to that instruments
EVER! AGAIN!!!! You cruel old woman! Don't keep finding for reserve okay?!

THE END OF MY FREAKIN EMO POST!
God Bless *relaxed* -_-

The Facts =]

2010-07-30T07:59:00.001-07:00

Sighs*
Homeworks... so many =='
I skipped class quite often
I lost track of what I should do
BLURS*
Nevermind, not gonna touch the computer starting tomorrow..
I have to memorize the historys..
Pn Ang gonna.. shoot.. us.. ==' *dies*

Relating to the title of my post,
I will be accepting the fact that I'm just a reserved..
Well.. nevermind already.. I don't wanna mind this anymore..
And another fact, friends too
I knew a lot of them just could'nt understand what I need at certain time..
but nevermind also.. no one's perfect anyway.. including myself =)

Speech Day's COMING!! soon* xDD
quite exciting =] Skip class YESSHHH and NOOO =='
I understand I need to attend class
Skipping class too much would make me even BLURRER!

Another fact, HAPPY ONES!!
Van Ness has finally came back to his own update on his twitter!!
His link is changed thou, sudah kena delete
and his advertisement is GONE! Came back to his own post again!
God Bless!!
And there's this site I got from his facebook,
Real Good!! No Virus don't worry! =D Check it out!
http://www.moralrevolution.com/home

Earphones!

2010-07-24T08:46:00.000-07:00

Finally, I manage to buy a new ones to replace my broken ones =='ll
Not exactly broken just a bit problematic
Love this one thou! It's black!! xDD
And I was wondering if my blog was hacked..
Forget about it =]
and.. I MANAGE TO SKIP FREAKIN LPG's so-called-gamelan-practise!
=P nahh.. luckily my mum say she's lazy and since it's not important
She doesn't want to provide me transport!
GOD BLESS!!
Use me la, use me somemore! Freakin old lady! Stop using others as so-called-reserved!
It's saddening and pain okay?! Train dee so what?!
I'm not going to get to play it anyway! You're always like that!
No wonder people say pity your daughter! But they're still wrong!
You're pilih kasih! So you treat you daughter nicely! Now I start to understand!
WHY CATHERINA HATES YOU SO F**KING MUCH!
You even talk crap about her too anyway! Guess what? I don't wanna respect teacher like you.
I'm just gonna wear a smiling mask infront of you! Curse you!
Don't blame me for doing that! Won't you?! Blame yourself for it!
I'm trying to forget about this! AND U KEEP ON REMINDING ME OF IT!!
You're not tired of this are you?! I AM, OKAY?!
1I, 2I and 3I!! All these years! You're still the same! PILIH KASIH!
We all always forgive you and enduring all this time okay?
I don't blame my class for disliking you! Cause I am too!
I seriously always try to forget all the things you've caused!
But you keep on digging all these stuff out!
Gahh! Forget about it! Suak dee. Sleep now! Forget about this tomorrow!
God Bless Everyone, and Good Night =']

This world is always unfair..
Keep on enduring the pain ..
Humans who had what the others want ..
Please do appreaciate ..
Cause this blessing ..
Is truly to be yours <=) ..

2010-07-16T08:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA TXY!
Having you as my friend is truly a bless from God
=D

Presents for Vino!

2010-07-12T09:26:00.000-07:00

Happy Incoming Birthday, Vinoshinii!
(23rd of July)
May God Bless You Everyday

Love you both the most. The One whom I trust the very most. You Understand and you're one of a kind. You're special and yet great in thinking about what's right and what's wrong. You're a great friend!
My Gang In School

You too readers. You're all special in your own way. Thanks to those whom shared my sadness.

=) You're all truly Special.

If only you understand,

but you don't,

because you doesn't know who am I,

the real me,

the one and only me...

Blessed!!!

2010-07-12T08:28:00.000-07:00

Today is certainly a good day!
I PASSED !! xD YAY!! Well, this is just the beginning..
Form 3 only 3 people passed, all from 3I xD So proud of you guys!
To The Others.. Don't be disappointed.. I know how it feels ~_~
and TODAY IS ENGLISH DAY!! owh YES!! x]
Congrats to all the winners. Thanks to this! We managed to skip all the class!!
Except for Geo and of course MUSIC!

==' We have a join class today AGAIN!.. At least Form 1 are more quiet today
Thanks to Pn Lim
Seriously hate joining classes
It's so cramp and hot =='

Lastly, the world changed
I mean humans changed
Starting form 3, lots of people starts to be obsess with gays..
Even turning themselve into one.. >.>''
Then the others start to be emotional
They used to think so positive and always never give up
Yet they changed too...
Life is truly hard.. I wonder if I could walk and go on without turning into just like all my friends
This world is getting cruel day by day.. No wonder so many people are stressing out..

Good Luck to Angela deer's theater komsas thing ^^
and
Cheer Up Alwin!
so sorry that I can't help but I hope you can get through it kay =]

This kid is AWESOOMMEE

2010-07-07T03:57:00.001-07:00

God Bless and enjoy!

Major Depressed

2010-07-06T00:47:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna FAIL and get really disapointed again!
Just like last year..
I always regret after interview
What A nonsense I've said there?
I mind got so emo before going in
Instead of being nervous I felt like something's missing in my life for awhile
Went in.. Morning and etc.. *sits down ==* ..
M:I'm Su Hui from 3I
P: Anything else to introduce about yourself?
M: No.. =='
Shoots question and everything
Funny Answers I've given..
Most funny ones was the sock thingy
My mind became rojak =='
I remember something about 2 cm
but I said 5 cm *doesn't make sense..*
=='' came out asked Ayesha.. She told me 2cm
*even more depressed*

BLahh.. What's over is over! If I Really Do Failed
It means I wasn't destined to be one
So Why Sad
God Has His Reason
but
If I got
== .. Will I seriously manage it?
My time management in school seriously sucks

BUT!
I got my position in class already
5/27.. awesome =='
Worst marks I've got in CLS
I guess everyone dropped since Yincy got first but actually get 15 in the overall result
o.O Her result is like.. OKAYYY only laa
Seriously form 3u dropped too

You know I'm Never Leavin'
Cause You're My Angel Sent from Above
Love Me Love Me
Say That You Love Me
-Love Me, Justin Bieber-

I ain't perfect

2010-07-05T07:41:00.000-07:00

I suck at being a monitor
I don't really think I suit to be 1 too
Today SUCKS
Pn Lim didn't teach music today
Instead of YAY I go WHEY!
Blame you for not coming
The class keep asking me for answer when I barely concentrate because of
the noise 3I and 1U (both class popular for being noisy) makes
And WORST OF ALL! Gamelan was in front of us
==' The question are like... OKAY LAA for me
But I can't barely concentrate
Getting frustrated cause of the heat and it is damn! SEMPIT to sit between the stuffs and humans
And thanks to bunch of people!
I only started first question and there are already more than 10 people asking me for answer!
Then, they started to blame Pn Lim for not teaching. I don't really care about that just that 2 page I left blank because I told her WE all doesn't know how to do. I told Cik Bazilah, she also doesn't seems to care. So.. I don't wanna care, I thought I could bring it home to do since I can't concentrate. So I practice the Demi Cinta song and also the Impian something with them. *only for awhile laa..* I seems to sit and walk here and there for some reasons o.O? *

Then, because of a insect, the form 1 start to scream in high pic. I laughed like crazy xDD They looked so cute =]
And Pn Bazilah start to collect books already when I only did 2 question. Ain't that awesome?! =DD I'm ready to get scole. You can't blame me. I can't do even standard 6 math question in that kind of condition. I get attract to things very easily.

Now I felt so useless. I should have done it there. But out of 25 ppl. Only 1 people manage to do it and only 2 people could concentrate... I'm ready to be killed.

Oh Lord, forgive my classmates kay? ==
I'm willing to take all the scoldings and I'm ready.
And Dear God, Please Protect all my Love ones. My Family, Friends and Relatives
Amen.

God Bless and R.I.P to the insect >.> *got step to death..*
Good Night Everyone.

Cinderella's Sister

2010-07-02T08:31:00.000-07:00

So Scary =='
Almost got addicted to this movie *wipes sweat*
I can't be, I'll day dream till I won't even realized I fall off from the stairs
Scary ain't it =='
btw, this song is awesome!

Enjoy~ And God Bless~!

Short Update

2010-07-01T08:10:00.000-07:00

30/6
Had a funny time durin English oral *for those who redo their oral test*
I Love Nazatul's
DAMN FUNNY
N: I dun like read books because..cause.. *thinks awhile* ia memeningkan kepala saya
*CLASS LAUGHS*
N: I think... read books membuang masa saya
xDD LOVE IT
She said she loves others to enjoy And yeahh we all did x]
But Farah's was damn sad!
Remind me of what happen few months ago.. NOW OK DEE LA XD
F: My wishes is.. dono la.. etc.
F: I want my mum to be happy etc.
VERY SAD! Her grandma and dad... sighs*
She's too kind.. She doesn't even know what to wish for herself
No wonder I usually think WHAT I REALLY WANT.. *blanks*

1/7
TODAY! DAMN SCARY.. Form 3's got injection..
So damn pain.. but of course laa.. Must act in front of friends
Not pain 1 la haha
After they inject
SO DAMN PAIN LAA WHEY T-T''
xDD Have Fun Thou!
And! This year's prefect thingy
Gahh.. I'm gonna fail like last year again >.>''
but I'm gonna depend on God
I pass the my chance to him =]
I don't even know whether I can manage anot..
ahh well

Blessed Day EveryOne
God Bless
Good night ^^ *wink wink*
Love Van Ness Wu ><'

2010-06-28T08:36:00.000-07:00

Autumn's Concerto

x] Addiction maa

U cannot blame me 1

LOL

xDD

God Bless

Hope you all are Safe Healthy and Happy

Funny Drawing

2010-06-27T09:25:00.000-07:00

Autumn's Concerto

Bye! God Bless

Love You Guys

Be Happy Always

Life Goes On

2010-06-26T10:01:00.000-07:00

=='
sighs
teachers.. so annoying
I have to redo my whole folio because of the double spacing thing
grr.. so annoying
And I seriously, I Mean SERIOUSLY need to focus more on my studies!
PMR so near dee
Yet I still go BAD on my study
Oh Lord, give me the strengh and the will to focus on my studies..PLS I need it
Have to go throu brain wash about Van Ness and also An Yi Suen
gahh.. sister,
why did you show me the movie in the first place
Nevermind still loves Van Ness but forget about it
Getting addicted is bad I hate it! Now I'm not going to go crazy about him anymore xD
Must FOCUS and CONCENTRATE come'on! I can do this =='
Sorry, I start to crap again. But Still I Like The Way He Pray Everyday
Go Van Ness, will support you from the bottom of my heart ^^

Lastly, Cheer Up DADDY! May Your Grandma rest in peace.

Pray for all my beloved family members, friends and also relatives to be save, healty and happy.
AMEN!

screams

2010-06-21T01:43:00.000-07:00

NYAAAAAA xDD
LOOK LOOK!! MY IDOL! First REAL MAN IDOL
NYAAA I LOVE YOU VAN NESS
NYAA
F.Y.I His the main charather for the movie
''Autumn's Concerto''
Never thought he would be so funny
WATCH THIS! HIIIILLLAAARIOUS!!

LOL LOL LOL
Stephanie u say too much kiss in that video then watch this!!
They actually joke about it
The guy: I'll jus think that I'm kissing my mum
The girl: I'll just think I'm kissing my grandfather
*guy laugh* xDD
VAN NESS WEEPIE!

A Random Post =]

2010-06-18T09:37:00.000-07:00

Say Hello to the CHIHUAHUA xDD
Ain't she cute?? =] *damn shy and good in ingores >.>..*

nevermind she's still cute lol

I show her how to crawl and she actually DID it

Lol o.o''

This Chocolate is from NEW ZEALAND! *I think*

My mum say so

It was a pressent from our neighbour when they went for a trip.

Ain't they nice? ^^

There are different kind of chocolates

This one is chocolate lemon cheese

LOL *thumbs up* Tee-Hee ^^

And! That bracelet was actually a present from Stephanie xD! She sent a letter with this to me from Singapore

Love You Step!! xD It's nice

I bought this book from prangin today =D

I went tuition from 3-5+pm today. I was asked to buy book for my brother. My sister was just about to go there so I tag along xp. Abit regret but nevermind. She's such a mall crusher =='

I hate walking too much so HAHA ==' I also bought some revision books for me and my brother. Love the bunny thou xD

That's all for today =]

God Bless

Tell Me When You Need Me
Love you all

=]

2010-06-17T00:58:00.001-07:00

xD
I got addicted to Autumn's Concerto
I abandoned my homeworks T-T''
gonna rush dee xDD
I did half of it last week but there are still loads so..
See Ya xD

Get Well Soon Flarea Mei

and..

LOVE AUTUMN'S CONCERTO!!

2010-06-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

PLEASE STAY STRONG..
DUN LEAVE ME...

Love cures all.

2010-06-07T09:04:00.000-07:00

Dear friends,
don't laa feel left behind.. I'm always behind you guys.. ^^
Tell me when you need me.. I'll be there kay..?
And please don't hurt yourself =='
It's useless.. Share it with me.. It'll be better..
If I did something wrong, correct me
I'll change <=)

You'll Be In My Heart

Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand
Hold it tight

I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry

For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand
the way we feel
They just don't trust
what they can't explain
I know we're different but,
deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together

'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more

Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always

2010-06-05T19:21:00.000-07:00

The Land Before Time. Soundtrack to your Life!! Exactly!!

Happy Holidays!!!

2010-06-05T19:02:00.000-07:00

*clap clap hands*
Well My Update Goes On As Normal

Thursday
Blah Blah
Homeworks and etc.
Last second period
We have photo session. Damn Fun!! Pn loh is damn funny even thou she's pregnant xD
everyone went high. Ah well =] It last awhile only.
Lepak lepak in music room for awhile then moral time
So Fun!! Arrange the tables
Then went high again. Kisses and hugs IN A FUNNY WAY =].
We skipped moral class xp I guess Pn Wei won't mind. Hehhhehh ==''
We played Truth or Dare. Gah Dun Mention It >.>..

Friday
Teacher's Day!!
Damn Fun too!! Go Green!! I'll always support you!!
My childhood memories came back while they play If we hold on together =]
It was the theme song for The Land Before Time..
I used to spend my day watching this movies. My aunt bought it for my sis and I.
Went youtube to listen the song. The comments were like mine.
It was a memories for most of us. It was a masterpiece.
Heart you THE LAND BEFORE TIME =D! I'll buy you kay? =]

HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE!! <3 you guys!!

PEACE =D

2010-05-31T07:53:00.000-07:00

I skipped school on Thursday

xDD

Not on purpose thou

I was GLAD TO

Day was as boring as ever

Doing the same thing

It's like replay-ing a song

Never Gets Old haiiihhh =[

I bought this 2 DvD.

First one would be Tooth Fairy! =D
Hilarious! DAMMIT!! It's a MUST WATCH. Hehehe. Don't have chance to watch cinema so I'm left out on the movie thingy etc.

NYAHHAHA!!

I love this guy!

Other than this, I also bought Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief

We get to watch it at school. But we watch it halfway only. Gets On my nerves after waiting for few weeks. So I finished it =D. In a better version too =]

And I bought it this on LaST last friday =D

SHIN CHAN xDD

The Storming Jungle. Watched so many times dee but I still like it >=)

A simple picture which carries memories =]

2010-05-29T06:36:00.000-07:00

My love for you guys will never change! xD

And I was told ''It is better to have loved and lost than never have loved at all''

I have get it already =]

2010-05-29T00:49:00.000-07:00

I wonder how it feels like after I die. Peace, More Surfer or Resting In The Place Where He Was...

Exam's over!

2010-05-25T07:07:00.001-07:00

Woohoo!
==''
Should cry thou
I wrote craps and mess with my papers
I was half awake while doing few papers
You can't blame me thou xp
The time for me to study was used up
Some problem laa haha xD
But it's okay dee =]

And I realized
BARELY ANYONE CAN PRONOUNCE MY NAME CORRECTLY
I'm su hui
not sui hui
and not su hooi
=]

FINDER KEEPER LOSER WEEPERS
MUAHAHHAHS!

...

2010-05-17T07:38:00.000-07:00

HEH
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR THEIR TEST
ESPECIALLY THOSE FORM 3 AND FORM 5 =D

Do more than forget,
FORGIVE
I Love You All *yang yang*

To all the adults,

2010-05-10T07:09:00.000-07:00

First of all
Happy Mother's Day =D
I Love You Mummy and everyone else
I'm willing to die for you all =]
I'm really sorry
I've been a very bad kid
I'll change
I'm changing
Control temper
Being angry is just killing myself xD

AND
I want to tell all teachers and parents
We are teenagers
We ain't perfect you know?
We are obviously not your punching bag too
So stop scolding us when your mood turns bad
You are turning me into a beast
I'm not a coward kay?
I like to stand up for myself and my friends
I hate people who blames other when it was their own fault
If you're joking then forget about it.
You blame me then maybe I'll forget about it
But seriously!! Dun blame my friend
I freakin' hate that
I dun care who you are or what position you're in okay?
Not like I dun wan respect you
But I ONLY RESPECT PEOPLE whom respect others
Cause THE PEOPLE whom I respect has a Good Heart
That's what I seek from You.
Attitude and personality bad nevermind..
As long as your heart is pure..

And I know all parents and teachers always wants the best for us..
But Have You Ever Ask Us... What We Really Want...?

I understands...

2010-04-30T01:32:00.000-07:00

I understands kay..
I have feeling too
Even a beast and animal have them kay *chuckles*
This days..
I get to feel the love of friends
I think deeper and deeper..
then..
I realize that the-male are not to blame too..
cause woman has wrong too..
Those BITCH were the cause..
and where this bitch came from??
From us
The Humans
sighs*
My mummy feel breathless and very stress
I could feel the pain
I wish God would take'em away from her

I wanna run away
I wonder what happens If I keep running on a endless road
keep on running and running and running and running
Where would I reach...
Does it have an end?
I just wanna keep running and running

I Love Tea! =D

2010-04-26T07:52:00.000-07:00

Love Tea so much

Reminds me of my primary times

so 'active' and naughty

and doesn't even have to care about anything

Feeling so stress

And when somebody lights up my fire

I go KABOOM
I transform into a beast

Try to smile but always end up giving my friends chill-ness

Try to look but end up glaring at peoples =='

I'm a beast A monster

I feed on freedom But end up chain up
Drives me crazy..
*school was not the main point ya Dun Misunderstood*

I want to spread my wings and fly to you..

Leaving this painful place and into your hand

I Love You...

I Dislike Humans!!

2010-04-23T02:55:00.000-07:00

Now I understand why some people says they hate HUMANS!
GAH! We human are really sinful ain't we
==''
AND BAD! SUPER BAD!!
Why??? See your facebook..
Saw'em? Creating anti groups as they like
What's their problem...??
I dun get it!! They have problem in their mind or something!!
This is really stupid! Putting people's picture as their own and type people's info as their own
Judging people as they like
I REALLY HATE this kind of people!! Get's on my nerve although I'm not being anti!
YOU can hate him/her as much as you like
But DO YOU!! I MEAN YOU!!! Should you really need to make this group and making people feel deppressed, ruining people's image?! IS THIS ALL U WANT?! FUCKING MAKE THIS GROUP JUST TO SATISFY YOUR ANGER?!YOU!! FUCKING GET A LIFE!!
I'm not trying to be a KPC okay?! Use ya fcking brain and think la!! U make this group make her sad, ruined her image, telling the whole world she's hiao, fat and wadever all FOR WHAT?! YOU! and the people whom u anti ain't much different after all! YA GOT IT?!!

2010-04-20T08:02:00.000-07:00

I'm smilling doesn't means I'm happy
okay?
I have my own problems too
It's not like only you have problems
And it's not like your problem is always BIGGER then other's problem kay?!
GAH!

2010-04-19T07:48:00.000-07:00

There's no point of saying something when u don't mean it..

Go Team!! YAY

2010-04-15T07:10:00.000-07:00

Miracle happened!!!

We kept our promise

The place where WE cried last year

and the place WE laugh this year

OWH YAY!!

=D =D xD

Mood Swing

2010-04-13T05:15:00.000-07:00

Sorry,
mood swings..
I was BAD LUCK today!
causes me A SUPERLY Unhappy feeling
I hate it...
It's choking me..
So hard to breath
gahhh..
Free me from this hell..urgh..

Thank God

2010-04-05T07:24:00.000-07:00

Thanks For Everything
You make it easy when life gets hard..
Love Jesus Christ

=] Miko

HEY! WATCH THIS!! SO UNBELIEVEABLE ='[
so touching..

Ex Header 2

2010-04-02T08:04:00.001-07:00

WTH?

2010-04-02T07:07:00.000-07:00

WTH?!

Daniel

CHANGED!

See The difference??

Transformer ==''

AMANDA!

She too changed

==''

Everyone changed

BUT I Look The Same =='

What the...?

><''

Love Them forever

F.Y.I My primary friends, We're a family HAAA

One fine day..

2010-03-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

If I freakin find that out..
Be ready..
Cause I'm gonna study hard
Get a job
Leavin with mum, brother and sister!
OUT OF THIS Stupid House!
Cause You Ain't same anymore!
I'm not a baby anymore
U Know?
I'm not blind
I know what's wrong
I'm aware of it kay!!
Haahaa..
How u wish I'm a kid
that I don't know anything right?
Too Bad!
How I wish I'm grown up now
I get to work in office
I could take care of mummy and sisters and brother
And Live In Our Home Sweet Home
WITHOUT YOU!

I Hope It Was Just Our Thinking
That's not true..
Yes..
I pray that it's just my imagination..

AND!
My freakin class key is gone!!
Issit because I left in the class again?! *after school, duty rushed out*
OR OR!!
I drop it when I was taking out my things?!
T-T''
Pls God Bless me larr..
Hope can find it tommorow..
This is killing me..
T-T''
Amen..

SAD?! No WAY!

2010-03-29T09:24:00.000-07:00

SAD??
I dun care that feeling anymore!
Maybe I AM A ROBOT
I'm turning into a cold beast inside =-='
Nah! Never gonna tell u all my problem

Rain is OVER,
Tears are gone,
Sun came out
Brightly shining inside of me

Close your eyes and Smile..
Love You All =)

>=i

2010-03-27T09:15:00.000-07:00

Felt so deppressed
Because of that freaking picture..
Better don't go Es..
I dun wan badge or anything
AS LONG AS I DUN SEE THAT PICTURE!!!

=[

2010-03-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

Don't Wish That You Can Breath Till Jun...
It's like a song
Replay-ing in my head
Teacher gave presures
Haiihhh

I hate my Dad!!!
Gah..Am I being too paranoid?
I don't know..
Man now a days..
Hard to trust..
I hate boys..
I HATE BOYS!

Give up

2010-03-22T07:25:00.000-07:00

Give up is a word which you cannot really describe it's real feelings in word
Saying give up is a easy thing to do
But giving up is sometimes really tough too
If you can't give up then try harder
Still, It's your decision
*grins*
exhales* I love my Friends =D
I'll be supporting you guys in anyway =]
Even for gays
HAHA lol

Life

2010-03-20T10:19:00.000-07:00

The First Step To Success Is Fail
Everytime You Fall
Stand Up by Yourself
You gotta be independant in your own life
Your Life Your Way
God's the guider but IT's YOUR DESICION in
Choosing the right way or the wrong way
Humans see things in the wrong way or the negative way
Try to see the right angle and a bad luck could be a good luck for you sometimes
Getting betray is a common thing
But Sometimes it's not on purpose
So Always Forgive And Forget
And everyone has a BAD Character
Your not that good too
You just don't realize it just like the others
BUT!
Everyone did have a GOOD heart inside on them
Everyone's attitude is just OKAY
No one is PERFECT
Although HE make us PERFECT
So Dun Always feel that people turn their back on you
Sometimes they really didn't realize
Life Is This
It's wonderful. Stop the bad thinking and this might be a livin heaven for you
Forget the PAST , look forward to the FUTURE
Think in different angle and start Forgive and forget
Then, you'll be Free from your darkness
Getting angry is just hurting yourself
Doesn't worth it
/The End/

Remember, The DESICION IS YOUR'S
Good Luck and Good Night! =D

=D

2010-03-19T02:25:00.001-07:00

Will Be Posting The 'Ex' header everytime I change it =D

Finished my homework

except for history folio! Totally forgot

Luckily God reminded me

hah

Going tuition soon =='

Sorry to Vivien!!

I didn't go to the St Nicholas

*Can't crawl out of my bed =='* SORRRYYYYY!!!

Simple The Best

2010-03-16T23:57:00.000-07:00

I Like My Blog Like That
Simple Simple Simple
xD
Bye for Now
I'm going to attack all my homework
Not Finish No Computer
See Me *grins*

Close Your Eyes And Feel My Presence

2010-03-11T06:51:00.000-08:00

xD too bored
Wan use this picture for something?
copy and paste
Since I'm not gonna use it anyway
hehe

Lol haha

2010-03-08T07:10:00.000-08:00

Awesome bread huh? =]

Now u won't lose ur appetite

And Gud Luck Our Exam *CLS*

Yay =D

Cirno's perfect Math Class!

2010-03-08T07:03:00.000-08:00

Must watch! Watch dee You'll score 100% for math =D
Cirno's a genius!! *Not*

2010-03-06T23:41:00.000-08:00

Good Luck!
For every one's exam and result
Especially SPM result =D

The Angry-ness In Me

2010-03-05T07:33:00.001-08:00

Sorry, but just ingore this post
FUCK FUCK!!!
>=] guess what?
She asked me whether I deserve that extra marks or not?!
Why not?!
HELLO!
since the fucking first day
I did more things that what the leader of the stupid department did!!!
U MATA SEPEK ARH!
IN THE STUPID FUCKING DEPARTMENT! I DID MY DUTY KAY!
WHATEVER THINGS ALL ALSO CALL ME DO I DID! OK LO!
NOW U ASK ME I DESERVE OR NOT?!
WHO WANTS THE FUCKING ANYWAY!?
WHAT'S THE DIFERENCE?! Only the number 1?
And u are asking me I deserve it or not?!
FUCK!
Then ask la the leader!! She fucking pushes all the jobs to all of us kay!
Ask her!! What the fuck she has done ?!

AND NOW WHAT?! FUCKING TEACHER SCOLE ME LIKE IT WAS ONLY MY FAULT!!
fuck! You also! Mata sepek arh! All teachers are suppose to see the list or replacement by themselve okay!!?? All teacher can! BUT WHY NOT U!? FUCK LA! I told my asst. to find you kay!! Since our form teacher told us about it already, she thinks it's not important and we both are busy-ing collecting books and writing the 500 sentences ! You tot what?! I so free arh! U idiot! We are busy kay!? Moreover teacher told us about it already!! And U came in the class!
I asked my friend! What is her name? I'm just figuring it! And what?! You scole us that we didn't respect you?! FUCK! WE ALL FUCKING WISHED YOU! FUUUUCCCKKK!! YOU SCOLDED ME THAT WHY I AS A MONITOR WHEN U CAME IN THE CLASS AND I'M STILL TALKING AND PLAYING?! FUCKKK! I TOLD U THE REASON AND WHAT THE FUCK YOU KEEP GLARING ME FOR?! U SCOLDED THE WHOLE CLASS THAT WE'RE NOT RESPECTING YOU?! Hello?! *grins* Saying that we're 3I and noisy?! Fuck you're a new teacher! You don't know how much stress we are just to keep them shut their mouth up!!! Our class has 2 years berturut-turut of complains and was written down 'Kelas sangat bising' So Fuck you when u scole me for that! You fucking delay our recess from 10.15 to 10.23 DUDE we're fucking hating you now! U left the class and the whole class starts to say the word FUCK! I type them but I dun say them! And for the very first time. I scolded FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!!!!

So NOW FUCK!! Fuck you all!! I seriously does hate lots of u! Fuck You! You won't know but I hate you for using me last time! Fuck ! This is why I dun really wanna talk with you! Hi Hi BYE! GET LOST ! GET A LIFE ! FUCK YOU! WHO U THINK U ARE?! YOU ALWAYS SAYS OTHERS BEHIND THEIR BACK! AND YOU! SAYING IM SOMBONG!? FUCK?! I TOT ONLY FEW PEOPLES ONLY!! NOW ONLY I REALISED YOU SAID IT TO A LOT OF PEOPLE!! AND WHAT U SAID?! YOU ARE PRETTY IN THE INSIDE ?! RIGHT!!! HAHAHAH SO FUNNY! FUCKING GET A LIFE LA! GET LOST! I RATHER BE ALONE THEN HAVING U ALL IN MY LIFE!!!

Ps It only means to certain people. Hehehe. I still Love my gangs and my friends from BB =]

Are You Happy?

2010-03-04T23:06:00.000-08:00

I won't be update-ing my blog for 1 weeks+
So I dun wan my blog to be DEAD
There's a story, AGAIN =D

Are You Happy?
There was a billionaire,
He has everything he wanted but he thinks that he's not happy
He always ask himself 'Am I happy...?..??' but he just can't get the answer
He asked his servant 'Are you happy...??..'
His servant happily say 'Of course!!! I'm so lucky to be able to work for you and I can wear proper cloths and live in a proper house with my love ones. Unlike the fisherman who has to fight with waves and work under the sun everyday. They didn't even know when they can actually see their family when they are in the sea.'
He then went to the sea. He met the fisherman and ask him 'Are you happy?' The fisherman's cloth is worn out and he look tired.
He answered ' YEAHS! Of course! My life is full of challenges and all that but I'm so lucky to be able to see the beautiful sunset everyday. The world is just a wonderful place. Unlike the blinds, they can't even see this wonderful world. Their life is just full of darkness everyday.'
He was so shocked yet surprised.

On the way back, he met a blind woman. He felt pity for her and said ' What a poor lady..Livin in the darkness everyday' sighs*
But the lady heard him and replied happily ' EH?! No no no! I'm very happy kay =D. I am able to listen to the world's music. Life is just wonderful and I felt really thankful to God for giving me a life'

After that day, the man live happily ever after. He realised what I call as 'The basic of life' LOL!
Which is to appreaciate what you have and live happy! =D

And this is what I learned too

'' Don't always feel like I wish that I was never been born. Or there was no reason for me to live.Guess what? I think the reason for us to live is what we have to find by ourself. Like me, my reason for me to live is because of my family and friends. So Dun Be Selfish. Dun always think like because of a small matter u dun wanna live or whatever. For me, I think u just talking nonsense and crap. So please ==' Live ur Life better cause ur life is also very important for your loves one =] ''

That's all.
Sayonara =D

Heal the world

2010-03-03T06:55:00.000-08:00

Please..
Stop wasting papers and plastic
Didn't you guys notice?
The temperature is rising everyday
And please use electricity wisely
Switch it off when u don't need it..
The earth can't take that much heat
You know that??
There are earthquakes and all that
Studied Geografi?
Indonesia is quite near Malaysia
And if they have earthquake
Malaysia might get it too
So REUSE, REDUSE and RECYCLE!!
Plant more trees can you?
And don't just say it!
Do IT!
plant some flowers in your lanscape
It helps.

2010-03-01T07:04:00.000-08:00

We're real worldwide, breakin all the rules
Someday I wanna make you my wife
That girl, like somethin off a poster
That girl, is a dime they say
That girl, is the gun to my holster
She's runnin through my mind all day, ay
-Replay-Iyaz-

A New Post =D

2010-02-27T23:30:00.000-08:00

Paiseh For The Glaring
I have homeworks to do
And nothing interesting happened so here's a real story.
I picked from a book that is written by a Disciplin Teacher =]

The Story.

There was this girl. She has a very good and kind boyfriend. They have good relationship since childhood. This girl was 15 now. She is really intelligent.
One day, she came to the disciplin room to see me.She told me whie crying, ''I've broke up with my boyfriend..He said he love another girl now..'' Instead of feeling bad, I laughed. She got frustrated and said ''WHY YOU?! You didn't pity me is enough! BUT WHY?! YOUR SO BAD! Do you know how heartbroken I am?!'' I explain ''Why? I dun understand why u should cry or feel bad. You should be more happy and he should feel sad. He lost someone who really loves him and you lost someone who doesn't love you.''
The girl finally understood and thank the teacher. She live her life happier after that.

2010-02-27T07:33:00.000-08:00

My Update
Boring days that's all

Glares at anyone who view my blog
=-=

=] Yay?

2010-02-19T08:01:00.000-08:00

Chiong homework in the afternoon.
Went to aunt's house just now *night*
But of course, DINNER COMES FIRST =D

Went to the beach somewhere near my aunt's house

My neighbourhood

We played fireworks there

Just notice that my nephew is scare of fireworks O.O''
He got phobia of water cause of waves few years ago

We was playing sunddenly a wave hit him and he got scare..

And now he is scared of fireworks -smacks forehead-

Evil cousin and his friend

This is what they did =]

Fireworks =D

Then we went to aunt's house Fishy and Doggy!

Hehhehhe

My cousin brother say I was a failure cameraman

I'M NOT A MAN KAY! @#$%^&@#$%^#$%^
ish.. =-=

The fishy and the dogy! =D

Ta-da

The End!

God night and God Bless *hehehheh*

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2010-02-13T08:15:00.001-08:00

Freaky Day In school

2010-02-13T03:21:00.001-08:00

Why I say it's freaky?
Form 1 are ''SCARY!!''
They woo over those seniours espiacially those Form 5s
It's freaking me out.. =-='
I was walking with a Form 1 which happened to be my friend's sister
We was walking together then!
Sunddenly she stopped
I was like 'huh?'
F1: *whispers* Wai Yannnnn!
stares at her ==... swt *look aound* no1
F1: walk away dee
We walked like 5 steps then
she stopped again
M: huh??
F1: *whispers* Lee Sa....
M :*==''' swt mores* looks arounds* dun hab also
F1: walk adee
SEE!! THIS FREAKING ME OUT!!
Tomboys in our school are getting popular now adays
even the Form 4's
owh the popular 1 must be short hair
FUNNY LARH!
ish

The Strawberry

2010-02-11T07:08:00.001-08:00

The Strawberry (picked from somewhere)

They are evil and dangerous.
They have razor sharp teeths

and their seeds is their eye

It means they can see everywhere at once.

If u eat them, their teeth will put out poisonous toxic that will kill u!

xD I'm Bored

Haha random =]

Picked from one of the Mr Midnight book..

Paiseh the picture took from webcam

The webcam has something wrong now adays

so..

*drumrolls*

...

Think it as Edward Cullens's hand

Rolf I'm lame

=p Who cares

Owh another thing from Azie ( she's funny)

Today she wan bully me so i wanna hit her stomach

I usually hit her stomach say she got baby xD

Today she say 'Owh my babi' instead of baby

Me and Karen was laughting so hard xDD

First time I heard human pregnant babi (pig)

A: I said barbie la

K and M : *laughs harder*

A: Born out plastik mia baby xD

Kami Satu Malaysia! xD

Why I say that?

CAUSE I PREFER SITTING WITH MALAYS, INDIANS and CHINESE

TOGETHER!

I prefer'em then those chinese gang that I knew

those crazy gang of mine is so much better then people who keep saying each other's badness

They keep saying She this She that but she didn't know that there are so much bad things that people say about'em

Serve u guys rite!

Dun ask who cause U KNOW WHO U ARE!

Hate me? Love me? I'm still me..

So get a life and keep ur mouth shut!

Dun keep judge people can u!

ISH!

TeeHee! xD

NIGHT!

CNY 2010

2010-02-08T06:46:00.000-08:00

CNY a celebration which is ''WOO'' by everyone lately,
This year's CNY is gonna be so LAME
I mean it..
The past year is boring enough..
I dun like CNY's eve..
Every year,
My family only stays at home to eat steamboat..
My dad don't like to go out so.. haiihh =-=
Of course ler,
put the red curtain or something,
and also play fireworks with neighbours =]
but then..
my uncle just passed away and it's in our house
so we are not allow to do that this year..
Just eat steamboat..
7 person become 6
*sighs*
And people always visit their grandparent's house on CNY
''Lucky'' me =-=' I has no grandparent at both sides
They go really early
I have no chance to see their face =[..except in photo of course..
*smack forehead* AND Brown brown was adopted..
=] Happy for him but no one will play with me dee in aunt's house..
I never really get to see Lion dance together with my family..
Didn't get to see them clearly too..
I wonder what is the feeling of celebrating CNY with family
Every1 seems to be so happy about it
The only thing I'm happy about is to play with kids and angpao only
My family looked perfect but then in the inside =/
I think we are not really that closed
I always feel jealous when I see my friend's mum or dad
They're so close and look so happy
=-=' Mine is like.. Hmmm..I also dono what to say la
Mum is okay.. My dad's relationship with me is so much far then what u think..
I didn't even really talk with him about jokes or anything =/
I didn't even hug or kiss any of my family member
=-=' maybe when I'm a baby and kindy gua..
after 9 like never?
Haiihh
And Human are weird..
They only start to appreciate one another when one is gone..
*sighs*
still, R.I.P uncle =] * celebrating a new year without u is so not fun!! =[ Never get to see ur car everyday, U stealing my tv show and ur jokes are seriously more lame then what I expected*
=] Not hoping a happier CNY this year but it's okay =]
Hope everyone enjoy their CNY =DD
Might be early but
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR xDD

My Life Changed

2010-02-05T06:51:00.000-08:00

I've just notice that
=]

I don't know whether it's good or not

I'm always confused about my own life

o.o'

And I'm getting blurrier in class lately

Lots of people say that..

I found my primary 6 picture

I miss'em all haha

I remembered all their names

goody me HAHAHAHAH xD

I'm superly immature that time

since we all study in a boy and girl school

There are always girl gang and boy gang

I'm in the girl gang ler of course

Some boys is just so stupid and I remembered a boy challenged me on like Standard 2 first day of school when I was so blur.

I took his challenged thou =-=' *Idiot me*

We raced.. xD

We always does until I fell hard on the hard ground quite badly which disable me to run fast like I usually does already

I even stop racing with guys and hate running..

I noticed that the girl and boy gang are quite naughty

I remembered once that we the gang ran to the playground during KK time *hehhhehe*

Of course larh , run back quickly ler..

Who that idiot will stay there to get caught xD

but I get more matured when I'm standard 6

=] Good thing?

but I remembered clearly that Daniel , Eelin and me always look out for a Ah Pek who exercised very *goodly* LOL

xDD we always laugh and look out for him =[..

I miss'em so much

I don't know why..

but I dun really like CLS =-='.. but it's better then other school ler

I even have problem to sleep since I'm young..

Till I go form 2

like everyday I have to rush my homework till 1am

*I've got busy schedule cause parents gave lots of tuition that time*

but came to form 3, I'm more free but then I joined too much thing that what I expected..Lol =-='

Now, every time I lay down on my bed, I slept so easily

I even always feel left out and alone..

I know lar Friends

but then they are always not there when I needed'em..

=-=' but I think it's me myself who dun wan to share it with'em

I feel stressed and I hate people to put pressure on me

but if it's to help me

so I dun mine

but I really will HATE seriously HATE YOU! If u blame me for something

Like today when the teacher go out so quickly

One of my so called ''Friend'' said that '' haiyo why u didn't wish the teacher?'' HELLO?! everyone is doing homework KAY!!

U're so clever then u remind me la!

I told her that 'I'm doing homework I didn't notice and she went out so fast'

She say 'It's ur responsibility wad, be more alert la!'

Grr..I was so angry that time

but I dun wan say anything ..

I'm wrong also ler..

but that teacher always walk out suddenly then the whole class will be like ''........''

Ish..

BLAME THE TEACHER LA!

WALK OUT SO FAST WAN WISH ALSO TAK SEMPAT DEE!

THANKS TO YOU I GET BLAMED FOR NOTHING!!

and We did wish her when she just walk pass of the class..

Poor blog I'm sorry to pure out my angryness today..

LOL

Gud nite bless you!

YaaYYY

2010-02-02T06:08:00.000-08:00

Finnaly I bought a new glasses

xDD

I never see things so clear for so long dee

Went to Guitar Class just now

Played Fifteen by Taylor Swift

They can never get serious..

Hahhhaa.. At least not that boring =]

And I just noticed..

My class is full of Princess and Prince

They walk like Princess but talk like Prince

Duty in library today

haha..I finnaly get a tie

owh yeahs xD

I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So Im already gone

One Of My Dream! Achieved!

2010-02-01T01:40:00.000-08:00

Librarian =]

Muahahahs
Pls! Freaking dun reveal my name to strangers..

Lol..

Just noticed I have changed my duty day 3 times in 3 weeks time =-='

Monday -> Thursday -> Tuesday

I hate Tuesday's 'Humans' in the library..

F**king unfair!

While the F**king talking ther and sitting ther!

Me and my friend is doing duty!

Talk abit also she say ''Eh, Dun talk ya''

Toot u!!

U all sit there talk can la

I do duty talk abit cannot?!

F**K U!!

Sorry, haha..

Just to relieve my angryness =-='

Ingores those words..

Pity this blog haha..

I'M MISSING YOU ALL!!!

2010-01-29T07:47:00.001-08:00

Problems on the beggining of the year..

2010-01-29T07:29:00.000-08:00

IM A FAILURE T-T'
First thing, I can't get a grey colour tie *librarian's tie*
Second thing, me and asst monitor went out for librarian n pengawas rehat's kinda ready for the pelantikan on Monday..
On the same time, my class is having ''World War 3''
Not kidding,
Our year's 1I and 2I has a record ''Kelas sangat bising''
hahahah.. xD
but then..
Today's different..
They fight because of a malay guy
~-~' The class was okay but then
They start to push each other and scream in a high pitched voice
*got report mia hahaha*
then the whole class was blur because they just starting to push, fight and also screaming [=-='']
then 3 classes came to our class to see what happened
even the teachers too..
Then luckily thanks to a girl
She's faking ntg happen and sing like orang gila
so everyone left..
I came back to the class
Didn't notice one of them crying
but then I went to Pn Tan the disciplin teacher
which is also our PJ and Math teacher
I find her to ask her whether the class need to change or not while pass-ing some books..
but then the girl who is crying asked my permission to come out of the class to see Pn Tan..
2 of them went in to disciplin room and 1 of them became orang tengah
hahahha..
Seriously, I never expect that my class would have fight and trying to choke each other..
This is the main reason I freaking hate guys..
Not all but mainly all lar..
We the ''HUMANS'' is weird..
In animal kingdom, the males fight to get a female
but in the ''HUMANS" the females fight to get a male
What a weird thing..
hahahha..
I hope this malay gang would just forget about the stupid guy..
but mainly..
Today our class..
Is not that noisy.. haha =='
Im a failure..
ain't I?
haiiihh =-=

Boys' Brigade 2010

2010-01-27T02:11:00.000-08:00

=-=
Totally Not A Sucess =-='
ish a ''sweet number'' 4
*faints*

I HATE HISTORY!

2010-01-26T06:50:00.000-08:00

Hate history!!!
Why every teachers keep giving so much homework and pressure!
Waste our time!
Wan study also hard ler if like that!!
and O.M.G!!
They says..
maybe..
MISS SOYA will be teaching my class English!
*gasps* Heart attacks!!
I DUN WAN MY BOOK TO BE COLOURFUL!!
T-T''
I have every reason to be happy..
because I knew I always could depend on them..*smiles*

2010-01-25T07:33:00.001-08:00

Owh yeah!
I Love my blog this way ^^
It this okay? =D

xD Chocolate to cheer me and my blog up

haha