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Friday, May 4, 2018
It's like friggin May 2018 already.Remember those days when blogs are popular HAHAHAH. All dead now. Was procastinating *evil grins to self* I edit my blogskin a lil and my chatbox died on me. OH WHAIIII D: Be like Jesus, revive yourself in three days kay. Or in a week. ANY TIME KAYYY *internally wailing Ohkaiii ohkaiii so life hit me pretty hard. Im always jumping into stages of life that Im not ready for. CAT yayyy, jumps into ACCA and it felt like I got hit in the face. With a BRICK. Then yasss graduation, jumps into working life and it felt like a lorry hit me. You people (less than 3 that actually reads my blog LMAO) probably knew how I failed ACCA here and there while studying my arse off right? It's worse in working life.. goddammit. ACCA students has no internship or shiat kay, we just study and take exams but AYYY, people assume that you are smart enough to pass so you're smart enough to figure out everything *glares into space* This is my blog I can be as deep as I want *curses anybody that judges me while reading this* Being an adult has killed me so much. Reality are harsh. Real harsh. So I just kept pushing myself forward, I fell into depression at one point due to all the emptiness. It wasn't like I dont know how many people cared but I was doing OT all day err day I lost the will to live. Thanks for those who were there. I'm coping with it better now!! There were a few that knew, but I got into a really huge case last year. It was really unfair anddd.. *mumbles What happened to all the own up to your own mistakes and shiats, but I guess the consequences were far too huge to bear. Guess who took it up? Me. Yayyyy. It wasn't exactly my fault tbh, but I had the responsibility. Kennot tahan how the blames were forming, people stopped me from taking it but in the end, somebody gotta sacrifice. It would give anyone a heart attack at the moment though HAHAHHA. Imagine working for 10 years and never faced with that kinda situation and then there's me who kena this shyt within 6 months of work. LUCKY ME! People expect me to cry, I did not cry though. No time to cry, time to solve the problem. If my tears would drown the problem I would. BOOHOO, just kidding, nope. In fact, my eyes are so dry I need eyedrops (such cold biatch) I was superly "lucky" that few weeks. As if the pressure isn't bad enough, three pairs of slippers broke while Im outside LMAO. It's so ridiculous I could only laugh it off every friggin time. IM SO POSITIVE YAYYY. OH OH AND the event I was planning turns out wrong and I caused quite some problem to rotarians and my brother lmao. So much for balancing life with work and club, I messed both up at the same time HAHAHAHHA. Thank God, in that terrible storm, he held my hand and guide me through it all. It's solved and I look back to thank God every now and then. AYYY LOOK FORWARD YASSS. I started attending church since December 2017 too! Yayyy~ Just wanna say, prayers do help no matter what is bothering you so take some time and pray ayy. Move on. Talk about forced relationships. Maybe it's better this way. We could still hangout and stuff, but giving it space and time is probably the best. I do not understand anymore LOL. Everyone's getting too serious and sensitive. Damn. A simple sorry could have solve everything in the first place too. What's meant to be will be I guess *shrugs* All the best to everyone in life!! God bless! -END POST |
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