Im usually happy for friends who found their significant others/crush unless they found an arse. Like that guy, who I wanted to kick his didi. Rmb that arse ah heng? yepp.

But it seriously drains all my mental energy everytime I hangout with couples. Not all guys, not all.

Seriously, we hangout as a group of friends, we are suppose to bond and talk, we didnt come here to see you guys date. It's sort of uncomfortable when theres a lot of PDA going on too, Im not even sure where to look, or is it even right to look at you guys *smh.

It is sweet at some point, but uncomfortable mostly, but that's not the point.

Seriously, what's the point of hanging out when we dont even talk much nor catch up but just to stare at each other awhile here and there? Its even more tiring having to take care of what not to say that will make any party feel jealousy/left out so I usually rather say nothing.

Worst still, dont relate me to any other guy, just because you guys are happy couples does not mean I will be happy in a relationship. It's sorta shitty saying that when you know I still want to be single. I only talk to others because you guys were accidentally leaving me out. Im saying that because I know you guys wouldnt leave me out on purpose, I see the effort on trying to keep our friendship going but still..

I will rather be alone than to be in a place where I feel I dont belong. 

I dont try to fit in, I rather look like a loser alone in other's eye as long as Im happy with my life.

So all Im asking is, dont push it. Just do whatever makes you happy, Im fine not goin out with u guys too. Let's just hangout as friends once in awhile and that'll be enough, OHKAIIII. Hehehe. 

Do not abandon your friendships though, dont end up having nowhere to turn to if anything happens.

Conclusion, be happy always for that really is all that matters.

I know how direct I am. But you probably are already used to it, heheh.

Baiii, God bless!