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Friday, June 12, 2015
So..April, May has been really stressful -.- as expected. Enrolment Sunday happened, and despite our quite last minute planning etc. it went well. The committees (majority) of us got promoted. And tadah. I became a sergeant. I personally don't think I actually deserve it or what la, I dont know advance drill, never compete in drill comp, I've got more badges on the left than right LOL. And most of all, I dont think our company got sergeant that keeps telling officer that they dont want to be a sergeant de lo.. *shrugs I dislike the fact that some officers promoted me so that the probability of me being an officer is higher in the future. This sir literally tell me right after the promotion 'we need a madam, so it'll be good if you would be one'. I'll hate to disappoint them but my passion in BB has been low since form 1, it didnt start well and like everyone who knows me well knows how my journey has been. "late bloomer". If I had the chance to restart everything, I'll probably tried my hardest and just left like Adeline did cause I had no regrets, aint no care about the rank as long as I did my best. But it didn't went that way, I had way too much regrets. Studies were stressful as shyt. I studied audit so much but I went in and got blank. I literally curse myself like fugg, but my parents knew it and asked me to try harder next time. You know how you studied so much but still had no idea what you should do? It happened. I think I did worse than the previous time. I was so tensed, I couldnt eat and almost puke before the exam. It was terrible. BB still bothers me like 2 days before exam. I almost flipped the table out of anger. It was so annoying, like I'm not stress enough, you guys wanna throw shytty duty to me right before my exam? seriously? -.- Ever since I became a sergeant, more responsibilities hit me. I've been swimming with Yean and da jie for like 2/3 times a month lately. So I'm still doing quite fine. Bo overstress. Anyway, me and le bro has decided to leave BB behind as our past after this year ends. Life without BB would mean more time to rot, and bye to a lot of friends, because I'm quite sure many people knows, friendship through serving. No serving no friend. Nah just kidding, but true to certain people that takes me not as friend, but working partner. *Shrugs Sad to leave, but I dont think I can serve with passion for now. Maybe in the future when I feel it's a place where I really should be. I dont know but I dont feel like I'm ready to serve as an officer next year. So yeap. It'll be like a huge change to my life thou, BB has been quite a big influence in my life, where I grow and learn since secondary till now. Changes is necessary thou. Right? LOL. Complicated. Kay, God bless! BYEE |
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