Pfft. Im your boss. No, not really.
Leave me a message ;)
God bless you <3
Still not a weirdo.
Layout is by Cia: (Blog | Acc)Icons/banners are from: Stopthetime / Reviviscent respectively. Links inspiration are from: Alissa. xoxo |
Workshop 2012
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Attended a workshop yesterday. Dr Felix was awesome =)!but he just make me realize more about how much I had dislike being part of my ''organization'' What makes me love this organization? I don't actually like it nor the people there. Just my sense of responsibility that's all.. I don't have the passion for it after what I've been thru.. It's not like I don't like the people there.. But I don't feel welcomed there sometimes.. I find it hard to fit in even after 5 years being in it or is it I didn't try hard enough I don't know (._.) sighs* What fellowship seriously? It's always either being in that 'group' or being left out that's all Apart from that 'group' everyone in the company just go all directions (like lost?) I think I had chose not to be part of it because I just don't like the way the company is but I had to admit, the people there are trust-able (most of them) (It used to have a good fellowship) I'm sorry to say this but.. I think all leaders had to show good example too.. Including the officers.. I faced trouble few times because of their very last minute decision.. Journey in this organization is not an easy one for me From getting betrayal from friends, to being underestimated and usually getting troubles from parents I don't remember how many times I argued with mum and dad just to attend an activity I guess God sees my hardwork and how much I had endured and gave me more than I think I deserve WORST after the promotion all sorts of feelings came in from happy, confuse, guilty to depression I just wanna leave it after my final camp, but I'll be sure to visit sometimes I guess =) Bye, 18th Penang! I did have learn much from you. Thank you. Life is not fair is what I learn the most Gracious! xD |
Goodbye. Little Exits.
|